Mimpi

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Hari ke 20  Ramadhan. 

Mimpi, semua orang pernah bermimpi. 

Mimpi indah sampai rasa tak nak bangun.

Mimpi tak best sampai rasa bila mimpi ni nak habis?

Mimpi sedih sampai dada rasa sesak.

Saya, 

Selalu mimpi zaman sekolah/zaman matriks/zaman uni

Mimpi tak sempat study nak examla

Mimpi lambat masuk examla

Mimpi pergi sekolah tak pakai kainlah, tak pakai tudunglah

Semua jenis panic tak tentu hala

Jenuh fikir apa nak buat nak selesaikan masalah tu

Hadeh

Mengapa ya?

Ada unfinished business masa belajar dulu kala ke?

Rasanya takde apa2

Semua tegak dan baik2 aje

Entah

Mimpi mainan tidur, 

Mungkin rindu zaman belajar dulu

Rindu jadi remaja riang ria

Eheh, now da remaja dewasa

# rasa nak tulis tapi idea xdatang2, tu yg update merepek2 je ni. 

 

Wake up this morning..

 بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

It's our 3rd day of Ramadhan..Alhamdulillah

Bangun pagi masa siap2 ke ofis, tetibe rasa rindu. Ya, I'm missing someone.

Dear someone,

I miss u,

Really do

I dunno who are u,

Where are u,

How "younG' are u,

But

U take care ok,

Have a bless Ramadhan,

Hope to see u soon, 

So we can be together for the next Ramadhan.

I'll try my best to take care of myself,

Trying hard to be better, 

To prepare myself for our future,

So please be good too, ok?

When I'm ready,

When u are ready, 

The time will come, 

Allah knows best,

So let's pray hard!

With the bless of Ramadhan,

Hope Allah grant our doa,

For us to be together,

In the near future.

('',)

Me, 

Love

 

--this love is my trademark- a start and an end in every video i've made ms study dolu2--

Yeay...Ramadhan!

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Alhamdulillah. Allah izinkan kita jumpa Ramadhan tahun ni.

Owh, i'm always nervous when Ramadhan is coming. eheh, ala-ala nervous nak jumpa mertua ke?(xpasti, sebab takde pengalaman lagi), but seriously, every year akan rasa macam tu. And this year I spend my time thinking so hard why do I feel that way? I dont have any problem with fasting, so, why nervous?

Last weekend, I got the answer. Bahana duduk sorang2 takde kawan, banyak masa nak berfikir. eheh. The reason for my nervousness is, hmm...ke are ek?(hadeh, masalah orang tak bape reti homputeh):-

Takut bulan puasa ni macam sia-sia, dapat lapar dan dahaga je. Macam tak berbaloi kan?Yela, puasa, tapi buat lagi benda-benda tak elok, tak usaha tingkatkan amal ibadah, grab semua peluang nak dapat pahala. 

So:-

Let's pray that Allah will help me to be better for this Ramadhan. Diberi kekuatan untuk buat yang baik2 dan tinggal semua yang tak elok. Seterusnya istiqamah sampai bila2. Yela, masa Ramadhan je buat benda baik, lepas Ramdhan buat benda tak elok, tak gunala kan?Buat penat je kumpul pahala, pastu burn macam tu aje. Back to square one..hadeh!

Owh, since bulan Ramdhan, ramai yang nak usaha khatam quran. So nak share doa best. Ada share sikit about this doa in my previous post (Pesta Buku Selangor). 

love this doa so much =)

Share sikit sejarah doa ni:-

I found this doa in my roommate's book masa matrikulasi, 2003 (Owh, it's been 10 years,wow!). So salinlah kat belakang Quran and since that I'll read it everytime habis ngaji. Unfortunately, masa 3rd year in Uni, my Quran hilang (I left it in my wardrobe drawer masa cuti sem and makcik cleaner "clean" everything..uhuk!). I feel so sad, I remember that doa, but over time, I seem to forgot the meaning of the doa (word by word, overall meaning masih ingat-tapi me being me, kalau boleh nak yang tepat). So, like i said in previous post, I found my long lost doa in novel and google it. Yeah, now I got it back. SERONOK okeh!

Owh, tadi sebelum tulis post ni, tergerak hati nak cari fb roommate matriks tu and guess what?jumpaa...hopefully, she accept my friend request. Searching for her for sooo long. 

Dah panjang sangat, so..have a bless Ramadhan everyone..=)

Little Things

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Tajuk ala-ala lagu 1direction gitu!!ahah

Saya,

Sentimental sikit bila birthday

Kind of indescribable, every year pon macam tu

I purposely apply 2days off 28th June n 1st July

Mention in previous post, I plan few thing but nothing seems work

 SEDIH jugak tapi tak pelah

Big thing dont come to me just yet,

but i appreciate those little things:-

Birthday Wishes from friends and family,

Am touched with Umi's birthday message:-

"Happy Birthday. Semoga pjg umur, murah rezeki. Umi doakan bertemu jodoh yang baik. Umi sayang K.Long."

Uhuk, trus keluar air mata pepagi hari. Tahun ni ada wish jodoh, maybe sebab umur dah 28 kot kan?

 As much as i'm tired with question related to kawen, perhaps she's tired with soklan2 bile nk dapat menantu and penat bagi hint kat diri ni berkenaan topik yang sama. (e.g. position pelamin kat umah tu, nak main ngan cucu etc..-tersedak)

Kononnye nak pegi cycling kat Bukit Cerakah tapi rupanya tutup on Monday. Hmm..sabar jelah. 

Baru nak lepak kat tasik shah alam sambil2 belajar photography, hujanlah pulak. 

So, change location to SACC, lepak kat wakaf depan tu. Belajar teori sambil2 praktikal. Masa kat situ elok pulak hujan reda.hadeh.

Dipendekkan cerita, gambar berikut adalah beberapa little things yang berlaku bersempena birthday yang digembar-gemburkan sebentar tadi..haha:-

on friday (28th June)..makan2 ngn sister, sempena dia habis a-level and pre-birthdayla kuhnunnye..=p

Self-treat..no cake..ice-cream pon ok (Sungei Wang, nak street photography kat Jalan bukit bintang tak kesampaian sebab hujan-see, it's raining again)

from housemate- tak perasan she put this on my bed. sebab leka sangat berborak catch up stories since few days tak sempat borak..haha

From Usrah mate -Kek PAndan + peanut butter n benda2 warna-warni tu- On the spot deco, depan2 birthday girl, makan sama2 after usrah kat Masjid Shah Alam- best kek ever, coz it's full of Ukhuwwah ..thanks all =)

My bestie gives me one slice rainbow cake =)

And belanja me this..Wong Solo at Seksyen 7..hihi =)

I end my birthday with Yasin..hadiah untuk diri sendiri. Sementara masih hidup, hadiahkn bacaan Yasin untuk roh sendiri. Bila dah takde nanti, harapkan doa2 dan hadiah dari orang pula. I thank Allah for this wonderful 28 years, I hope to be a better Muslim.. please pray for me too. 

28 =)

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

1st July

My Birthday

Nothing special

Plan few things but nothing seems work

It's ok 

I'm feeling blessed

Thank u Allah

For everything

bouquet from housemate..love much =)